I think being in two musicals is starting to catch up with me. I have rehearsals for Seven Brides on Tuesdays and Thursdays from 7-10pm and Saturday mornings from 8-11am. Annie is on Wednesdays and Fridays from 6-8 (or 9pm) and Saturdays right after my Seven Brides rehearsal until 1 or 2pm (but it actually starts at 9 or 10am, so I get to catch up
first before jumping right in. Yeay!). Right now Joe is working at home AND taking an online course. I really basically have no husband these days, so going to rehearsals every night hasn't seemed like such a sacrifice. In fact, it's a really fun way to spend my time! I feel like I've totally grown in places that I had no idea I was capable of doing. Like doing a reverse barrel roll turn (and gracefully might I add), or being lifted horizontally on a man's shoulder while being spun around like a swan. It's great. If I don't lose ten pounds from all the dancing and non-evening-eating I've been doing (along with making sure I keep up with my life at home) then I'll be shocked! But tonight for some reason, I feel... stressed? Today we finished Act One from Seven Brides but it still feels so incomplete so I am kind of freaking out. Partly because not only am I playing Dorcas but I have taken upon myself the duties of the Music Director. LOTS of work. And there are a few ...how do we say....
sketchy parts in a few of the songs still. We haven't even gone through one of the songs entirely! Ah! And in Annie, we still aren't 100% with our "Easy Street" song (close though) and in all honesty, I'm not sure I can dance and sing at the same time anyway! I think our dancing is fine because thus far the choreography has been a huge focus. But we are just NOW starting to sing along
while dancing. I'm scared. I know
I sound awful. I literally should be singing this song while on the elliptical just to get used to singing out while
heaving! AND, the show is in a few weeks and we haven't gone through the final scene yet (which I am in and have more lines! Baaaaaah!). AND, ...I offered to be the photographer for the cast. But of course, the cast is never ALL there and ready for pictures in one day, so this feat has taken a few weeks BUT I am down to four people. Getting there. If I take a step back, it's really not a big deal. I think all the nerves and stress are coming from the fact that originally coming to rehearsals was fun and upbeat and I wasn't thinking much about the end result. But now we are getting down to the wire and this all somehow has to come together. I know it will and the plays will be amazing, but I'm just glad I am not the director! All this being said, I am having the time of my life. When I originally said yes to taking these roles in TWO plays, people thought I was crazy and now I am starting to see why. In my mind, I just wanted to get in as much fun as I possibly could while I still felt young enough and before we started considering baby #4 (another thing that people think I am crazy for). Anywho, do I have some unhealthy addiction to being
really busy? Maybe. But I will tell you this, I have never had to use my brain this much in a long time. That sounded bad. Haha! But I used to be able to remember things, HOWEVER, ever since having babies, bit by bit my brain has escaped so I've been a touch nervous about memorizing lines and dance steps and blocking, etc. The saddest part is, I lay in bed and I am SO tired but I cannot turn my mind off. I'm thinking about what position I need to be in before this or that move or how I should project my line or how am I going to teach them this song in time? Or.... the list goes on. (Jayna and Grant, my directors, would be happy. Haha!). I have been surviving on 5-6 hours of sleep every night for the past two weeks. Why? I am so tired? Why can't I sleep? It's like having a new born baby again. It's my musical-newborn baby. My Seven Crazy Annie's.