I had a very vivid dream last night. I dreamed that the Queen was coming to our local library and we were all issued some one-on-one time with her. But in order to have that honoured time we needed to scour the library to find the greatest book written and read her some of our favourite excerpts then she would declare her favourite of all the books we brought her. What book would you choose? My friends that were with me searched and stressed as they looked every where for the perfect book to share. And as dreams are, we literally had to climb walls to find the right book. I knew exactly which book I would share. I love to read and I've read a lot of great books; Touching books, thought-provoking, funny, romantic books. But it was clear what I would share; The Book of Mormon. Last Sunday at church, Jared Taylor shared a talk about being consistent in our efforts to gain and maintain and grow our testimony and one of the things that really stood out to me was, "I need to read the Book of Mormon every day. No missing!" I used to pride myself in the fact that I had read the scriptures everyday since I started seminary at fourteen. I have read every day for over twenty years. Even past the charts where you got to earn treats for your daily reading. I just continued to read. It became habit. In fact, years ago I recall hearing my sister-in-law who had a bunch of little ones once say, "I just can't find time to read my scriptures!" And in my newly-wed-pre-kids mind I thought, "Really? Why is it so hard?" Now after having kids, I understand how one thing can throw you off and then another and another (five things, actually. Their names are Jackson, Noah, Ellie, Zoe and Jane). And then one day, it just doesn't become an important part of your day anymore. I read the scriptures most days, but probably not EVERY day. And if I am not consistent in my labours, how can I expect my Heavenly Father to be consistent in answering my prayers? If I only read my scriptures or pray in the hard times, why should I expect that I know Him well enough to hear Him when he speaks to me? If I am travelling further and further away from Him and then decide I need an answer to something, how can I even know what the Spirit feels like when I've walked so far away from it? I think Heavenly Father does provide many tender mercies and gives us lots of opportunities to come back to Him, but I also think there is something to be said of consistency. If I continue to read the scriptures and pray every day, then I am planting that seed of faith and allowing it to grow. The day before I had my dream I was reading in Alma 32 about faith and planting a seed. This has been my favourite chapter since I was a teenager in Young Womens. And this was the chapter that I was going to share with the Queen in my dream. I love it because it is so simple and so true. Faith is the first of the four main principles of the gospel. Even if you can try planting the tiniest of seeds---maybe you are floating along and it's been a while since you've felt any connection with your Heavenly Father, but you haven't given up. That's the tiny seed I'm talking about, and you NOURISH it, it WILL begin to grow. And the kind of fruit you will receive from experimenting upon the word is going to show you what kind of tree it is. Is it a good tree or a bad tree? Well. You will know it from its fruits. How simple is that? I like simple. I like it because life is generally NOT simple, so if I can add a little simplicity to my life, that's kind of a nice thing. And the simple truth is, if I live the gospel and put my faith out there by planting this seed of faith no matter how tiny, I will see the fruits of the gospel in my life. And you know what? I can say honestly, they have been good. I never did get to share my special book with the Queen because, disappointingly, my alarm went off. But the feelings I woke up with were a drive to share that book, The Book of Mormon, with others. And that drive comes from planting that seed and seeing the fruits not only as I read but in the blessings I see in my life. I know that book is true. Sometimes as I read I wonder, "how can it NOT be true? You would have to be a genius to make this up!" And as we know, Joseph Smith was not a genius. He was a young farm boy with no education. And why would so many people follow him as a prophet? If the Book of Mormon is true, then he must have been a prophet. So much stems from that Book. I remember wondering, "why is the Book of Mormon the most important book I should be reading every day?" It's because if I can gain a testimony of its truthfulness, then all else in our church falls into place. It is the keystone of our religion. If you do not read the Book of Mormon or don't know of it's truthfulness, I encourage you to read it today. And tomorrow. And keep reading it. And then start again.
I wish I could have shared that book with the Queen in my dream. I would have liked to have known what she thought. For now, I can start with my neighbours.
The Phone Call
1 year ago
